i hope my grandma's girlfriend is happy in heaven!
i bet right now shes sleeping in a warm heaven bed waiting for my grandma to come to her, all old and happy. i want my g-ma to live the best years of her life, and come along to heaven and be with her girlfriend again!

Lets dont be sad! she doesnt have to take anymore pain and sadness!

Lets take this memory and not worry about it right now. we have to work HARD to go to heaven and live the best days of our lives without sadness!

so what are you waiting for? lets go! =^_^=

(EDIT1) new songs! enjoy!

Happy Material 1

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this is Roulette the Guy version. its the original just slowed down so sound like guys.
i thought this was cute and funny the same time! XD enjoy! the bottom one is original version!

Roulette (guy version) anime: pani poni dash!

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Roulette (original) anime: Pani Poni Dash!
(p.s.) omg! the second pic looks like me ^_^ (well add a black jacket and jeans :P)

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Nov. 21, 2008, 8:31 PM

in my last post, in the end i told you guys that my grandma's girlfriend had cancer.... well....
last monday we found out she had cancer.. and that she was dieing....
well there is even sadder news than that..
well.. *sigh*

she died exactly a few minutes ago... i wonder how terrible my grandma must feel.. loosing someone close to you....
sadly she only got to live for a week..
why does Death and Time so greedy?

i pray that she is in a better place, and doesnt have to suffer anymore....cruelty and sadness...
i pray that she will be happy in Heaven...

Magical Happiness

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yup, as you can see, a bookfair...
at our school the bookfair opened.
i know what your thinking.. "why is she posting about some pointless cheap bookfair at her school?"
well, its somthing im adding to my:
THE SUCKIEST SCHOOL EVER list.
the 1st reason im adding it to my TSSE list (THE SUCKIEST SCHOOL EVER list)
is because the school doesnt open the bookfair before, or after school! so you have to buy somthing during school!
that sucks!! >C
the 2nd reason is because the books are alot higher than you can get at stores.. i was looking at the Manga section of the bookfair and they were 10 bucks!
my friend said that you can get the same copy of the book i find at the bookfair for 3 dollars cheaper at a Hastings or Wal-Mart! (lol Wally World!)
than sucks -_-....

BUT! the bright side is.... i got my first manga book! *_* its almost as important as learning how to run for someone like me! (wow im a loser :D)
the book is called: Time Guardian. lemme read to you whats on the back...

ehem,
"High school student, Miu Asahina stumbles upon a shop where time is loaned to anyone who needs it. But the price is a memory one risks losing forever. Miu Gets hired by the manager to help other people manage their time... too bad she cant handle her own!"

well, i had to pick between this manga, and another manga called Aria. i only had 17 dollars and if i bought another i wouldve had to pay 20 dollars... *sigh*

if you read the other part of the title... there IS a sad announcement...
well...
my grandma's girlfriend.... my grandma's girlfriend has cancer...
and that is spread through her body, so she had surgery and the doctors took alot of stuff out, and after that she started to bleed...
so shes dieing...
i will pray for her before i go to sleep tonight...

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things are the same as always..
still, my annoying friends are still annoying me...
but now i barely even get to see my new friends! GRRRR!!
i promise, if i didnt have much sence, i would of burned that school down to the ground...
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now im reading a book called Scorpia... but id still rather read InkDeath...
grrr.. the school library sucks..
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im even suprised i havent killed everyone but the my 3 friends on my school bus yet!
do you know what REALLY sucks? right next to our school, we have an elementary school, and we have to share the bus with some elementary schoolers...
dont get me wrong, i like children but... eerrgh... one of the elementary kids threw up in the bus, (eeeeeeeeeww...) im just lucky she threw up in a bucket!
and our bus is SOOOOO too full. last year, i would always get my own seat, or share a seat with my friend and we would connect on our D.S's
but... our bus is soo packed, its 3 to a seat (isnt it supposed to be 2 to a seat?!!) and once it was so full, some people had to stand while the bus was moving. (because it was THAT full...)

damn cheap school wont buy anymore buses >:C
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but classes and okay, i guess.. i like my health, science and choir teachers :D they're cool
and so far im doing good in school lately!
i mean, theres only one paper i need to get a copy of, and.. yeah!
so im doing good in school ^_^

*sigh* i just need to survive this night-mare... and itll all be over...
WHY CANT SUMMER COME BACK?
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and on the other hand, im excited about Thanksgiving ^_^ i love stuffing myself with mashed potatoes, turkey, and veggies *_* i only eat a little on the day before Thanksgiving, and i dont eat at all on the day of Thanksgiving. (of course, i want to make room for thanksgiving dinner!
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oh! and on December 25....
IS MY BIRTHDAY! ^_^
yay! one month till my b-day :D (and christmas, of course!)

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(edit) 8:56am playing on the wii. dont bother while im off!

i am a warrior... i will protect the weak, the people that deserve to be protected, and the people that i love!

DONT MESS WITH ME ANYMORE! IM TIRED OF IT!

P.S) okay, i found this vid a long time ago when i was a huge naruto fan.
and to you poeple who hate naruto, ignore the naruto in it and listen to the song.
the reason im putting up this naruto one, it because i thought it was made amazingly good :D

song: Dragula
artist: rob zombi
anime: naruto

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well now i know that InkDeath is.. out.... i found out from one of my friends at school. i found out that her sister is now reading it!!! TT>TT oh, my, god! i want to read it so bad...
(thinks) i fonder how their going to save Dustfinger, and if Farid and Meggie will still be in love, or if Elinor finally enters the Inkworld? GRRRR!!!!!!!

well, bisides that, ive REALLY been obsessed with bacon for awhile.... i think their might be somthing wrong with me :3

also, i found a song on Myspace and it was called: Doki Doki Love Mail, so i searched the song on Youtube and i found out it was from an anime called: Shugo Chara! from some clips i found out it had romance scenes in it.. (DAMNIT!! why do i love romance stuff so much!!?) and it seems like a good anime to me..and it also looks a bit funny, so im going to start watching as soon as i can after waching Lucky Star.

PLOT:
"The heroine of the story, Amu Hinamori, is a transfer student at Seiyo Elementary.[1] At first glance, her classmates deem her "cool and spicy" and rumors speculate about her personal life. However, her real personality is that of a very shy girl who has trouble showing her true personality. One night, Amu wishes for the courage to show her "would-be" self, and the next morning finds three brightly colored eggs-red, blue, and green-in her bed. At first, she is alarmed, but realizes she must have really wished to change. These eggs hatch into three Guardian Characters: Ran, Miki, and Su. The Guardian Characters aid Amu in discovering who she truly is and help fulfill Amu's dreams. Amu's life becomes much more complex as she struggles to deal with her "would-be" selves and the Seiyo Elementary's Guardians, who recruit Amu to search for X Eggs and X Characters, the corrupted forms of peoples' dreams.

However, the Easter Company is extracting people's eggs in search of a special egg called the Embryo. The Embryo is believed to able to grant any wish to the one who possesses it. However, the process creates X Eggs and X Characters."

Doki Doki Love Mail - Shugo Chara! (anime)

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Gachinko de Ikou - Shugo Chara

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holy crap... i forgot to post this a looooooong time ago TT>TT
so im doing the posts i was SUPPOSED TO IN ORDER

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well, anyway, i finished InkHeart! (the book i was reading that was VERY thick)
it had so many details for the charactors.... it sounded so real to me, its almost like i could see them right in the face... its like they were almost... real.

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I started to read the sequal to InkHeart, InkSpell! (its just as thick as the previous book, unfortunally, but
usually the thickest are the juiciest, right?)
i gasped in shock when i even saw the cover. it was so beautiful! it had fairies, a fire elf, a White Woman,
even a gigantic snail, is in a thick (of what seems like) a leafy forest border (probably the Wayless Wood).... and in the center,
Mt. Adder, and on it, Adderhead's Castle. i was so amazed of looking at the illustration of the cover and
i gazed upon the book's title- InkSpell. it was sparkling in my eyes.. i can never start reading it whithout looking at the cover for a few minutes first. I opened the book, passed the few blank pages and looked at the map of the InkWorld (the country that the story kinda takes place in). It showed what the places of
the characters would roam in... i was getting more hungrier to read the book... the next page showed the main characters backrounds... but i didnt care the least for that. i already know all of the chractors personalities. and so, i turned to the 1st chapter page.... the top was so beatifully illustrated....

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Im almost finished with the book! if i finish it in less than a week, i wouldve finishes that oh-so-long book in less than six weeks! wish me luck!

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Im still wondering if the Aurthor of the book, Cornelia Funke, is going to make the sequal to inkspell, inkdeath... oh well, patience is the only way....

i cant take this anymore!!!
school sucks!
most of my so called "friends" there are all annoying!
and most of the people there are so different from me!
i already got a few classes failing!!!
there are only pretty much 2 not annoying friends there!
all of my other friends push m and give me bruises....
GAHH!!!!! TT>TT

why did i have to switch schools twice?!!! damn it!

(EDIT) oh my god i havent had a good nights sleep in days...dark circles are staring to form around my eyes O_O,

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me: here are some videos that shows kirby dancing! the directors of his show, Hoshii no Kaaby payed him to do this!
kirby: you.. you monster! they forced me to do it! dont listen to her!!!
(EDIT1) KIRBY MARCH!

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school, sucks...
it teaches you stuff, but..